今天回了趟學校

以前上課的時候經常去學校裡一間cafe買吃的

現在吃著Cheese & Bacon的時候，想起有可能以後都吃不到了

突然有些傷感

看著Sade的lovers live

突然覺得眼眶濕了

這是一種罰

深刻的悲傷

來自生命永恆的寂寞

錯在我們太愛對方

I can't help what I am doing.

I was afraid to lose

You didnt wanna give

it was the selfishness tear us apart

it was the selfishness brought us lonely

We were born with nothing but love

We will be leaving without love

If we are too afraid to lose

If we are too selfish to give

I knew,

It was just an execuse.

The fact is that, I am afraid to get it.

What's happening tomorrow

Who's leaving in the near future

I did care. It did scare me.

I wanted you, but i am afraid.

就差一步

卻無法逾越

I do not know anything.

我也一直在讓自己逃離那一片黑暗

我不是不敢面對，是無法面對

每次被吞噬之後

爬出來的，已經不是我了

是另一個人，另一個靈魂

那現在寫blog的又是第幾個“我”了？